Just Keep Breathing._

Pain.

it is necessary, in order, to know what is like to struggle. Even if life beat the crap out of ya, at least, we understand the whole point of “getting better” from being at the lowest point in your life, progressing to the highest point. That process, the time it took for all the broken pieces to unite, it may not be as easy as it seems but you are now one step wiser & further from who you used to be…

we may experience a hell lot of things, where you feel alone, empty, shattered, tired, weary, exhausted & maybe, you feel like the weight of the world is on your small shoulders? we tell ourselves, it will be worth it, then again, we are in doubts, skeptical about it. why? yet, some will believe everything will be alright, some might be in between, & some might just give in. Truth be told, sometimes, we say things to ourselves just to comfort ourselves, our hearts, just because we know the harsh truth but we decide t object it: toleration & compromising to a certain degree of handling the truth. Some might break loose, some might fail, some might fight, some might just do nothing, some might play along & some might accept that it is fate, but what is fate really? are we confused that if we say that it is fate, that it means we are taking things for granted or it means we can’t really do anything about it anymore?

that is when everything goes wrong.

so, “Fate” means something that is unavoidable in short. In brief, from what i know, fate is the deception of the truth. You are blinded by your beliefs; you see what you want to see, you believe what you want to believe. Nobody can really change it when it is strongly hold by yourself. That is not wrong, actually, you tried but you failed, then, you tried again, when your efforts now are pointless, you begin to hope. That is faith. You still want things according to your expectation despite the countless thoughts you have that is pulling you down. When everything doesn’t make sense anymore, maybe that is when we tell ourselves, “this is my fate”?

Frustration runs through your emotion.

sometimes, we force ourselves in working it out where we already know what it is going to be, just like asking a person to swim in an empty pool. What’s the point?

The point is to never give up, like the saying that if you have a will, there’s gotta be a way to it, & nothing is impossible?

determination is what counts.

again, if there’s no way to it anymore. What can you do about it? to hope, to have faith?

it is up to you, as long as you believe in what you’re doing, no matter what, maybe, one day, things will finally goes your way.

patience at its best.

i find it funny, that it is easy to accept fate if things goes your way rather than the opposite. haha.

life.

as my knowledge is very limited, i feel so small talking about these things, but i am being grateful, i am able to understand & accept the fact that life will always beat the crap out of ya. Though, it needs time to heal. I guess, that is how life rolls?

cheers.